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May 22, 2006

燃燈資深義工的肺腑之言.............................陳則東

力不從心的美國大爺

每年能拿出一點寶貴的假期時間,出錢、出力為燃燈做義工去考察學校是件不容易的事。
沒時間、沒錢、怕吃不了苦,但最後還是上路了。
走了幾個小時的山路,太陽高高在上,兩腿發軟,好不容易趕到村子。
看到破舊的宿舍,瘦小的學生,心中一酸,眼也跟著濕了,太可憐了。
一看校舍要重建,一聽部分學生因交不出學費,失學去做小童工;學生父母在外打工、失蹤、傷亡,欠下大筆醫藥費;去年沒下雨,收成不好,今年吃飯都有問題。
連領導都不想來的地方,突然來個美國大爺,只見校長、村長衝過來訴苦:校舍太破舊了、房樑要倒塌了、用了50、60年的桌椅也不行了、沒有廁所、沒有教科書……,大家都傻呼呼的看著你,就等說一句 「沒問題」。馬上,他們的問題,就變成你的問題了。
在這偏遠貧苦的地方,因一時衝動開了一張空頭支票,是個很殘酷的事。
「只建村小,支援部分可成材的學生。」燃燈走過12年頭也學了不少教訓,可以做的事太多了,但財力、人力、時間卻是個問題。當地村民可解決,自己解決;當地領導可解決,自己想辦法。燃燈只能助一臂之力。
東一個村子,西一個村子,十幾天下來的問題,多得連美國大爺腰都升不直了。

‧咱們路上吃什麼?

新義工參加我們的考察團,第一件事是擔心路上吃什麼?當然,出門在外吃是件大事。
常年住美國的人,希望食物不要含有化學農藥、防腐劑,又要天然,又要新鮮,原汁原味。但能在今天這高度商業化的大都市做到是不容易的事。
反而在四川、貴州大山中,就容易得多了。
像貴州的名菜「酸湯魚」,魚是水稻田長大的 ( 用的是天然肥料,化肥買不起 ),不清洗,連內臟帶鱗放火上烤半熟,新鮮青辣椒也烤半熟、加上大自然過濾的山泉水做的豆腐,全部放在大炒菜鍋內加上酸湯(酸湯是淘米水放在容器內變酸,常取常加,百年老酸湯最好)。酸湯魚基本做法就是這樣,全部材料都離不開廚房十幾步內,當然天然而且一定新鮮,原汁原味更不要說了。
走了一天的山路,精疲力竭,來盤乾炒馬蜂蛹,吃後馬上精神百倍,比起我們的Energy Bar ( Energy Bar 中有什麼?) ,還是吃馬蜂蛹放心得多。

Notes from A Volunteer Allen Chen

……………… A ……………

Each year, people commit their time, money, and energy to the uneasy task of inspecting schools. I have no money, no time, and I can’t stand suffering, but I went on my way anyway. After hours of hiking up a mountain under the bright hot sun, our tired, sore legs finally got us there. Seeing the old, broken dorms, and scrawny kids made my heart sink and tears began forming. I saw the tattered buildings in need of repair. I heard of students who could not afford tuition, and of students who had to drop out of school to work. I heard of those whose parents had to work far away to support their children, and of kids who just disappeared. Some were injured and couldn’t afford their medical bills. A bad harvest in the previous year would come back to haunt the food supply in the current year. Surprisingly, at a place where government officials don’t even enjoy visiting comes a representative of America. I see the principal and village head fervently explaining their poor conditions: the schools are too old and are about to collapse; the desks and chairs are 50 or 60 years old and cannot be used anymore; there are no bathrooms, no textbooks, etc…
Everyone helplessly looks at me, awaiting my answer. “No problem.” And just like that, all of their problems become mine.
It would be incredibly cruel to not keep a promise to such a secluded, small village.
“But we have a policy of only building elementary schools, and we can only support students with the best grades,” I tell them. With 12 years of experience, EEP has learned a lot about prioritizing. There is a great deal that needs improving, but money, time, and human resources are limited, so we can only do so much.
In reality, the villagers and government leaders each do their part to the best of their ability, and EEP is like the last piece to their puzzle of creating a better future for their children.
After going to several villages over the course of a couple of weeks, all the problems I heard were beginning to tire me out.
……….…….… B ………………

The first thing on every new volunteer’s mind is the food we will be eating. Food is, of course, very important.
Those who have lived in America for a long time usually prefer food to be fresh and organic if possible, without any chemical enhancements or preservatives. This isn’t easy to attain in a large, highly commercialized city. However, it is much easier to achieve in places like Sichuan and Guizhou.
For example, there’s a popular dish in Guizhou called Sour Soup Fish. The fish is raised in rice field ponds (and only natural compost is used, as they cannot afford chemical fertilizer). Without cleaning it, the fish is grilled until it is still half raw. Fresh green peppers are also half cooked. Then tofu made from filtered brook water is added. Everything is then mixed in a large wok and sour soup is added. (The soup actually aged water that was saved from washing rice. This “soup” gets better with age and may be aged for as long as 100 years.) And that is the entire recipe. Every ingredient is accessible within a few steps outside the kitchen, and of course everything is fresh and original.
Climbing mountains all day can really wear a person down. But having a plate of stir-fried bees immediately gets one’s energy up again. Compared with Energy Bars (what are in those anyway?) I’d prefer the bees any day.

Posted by dee at May 22, 2006 06:56 AM

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